I can't really explain why I am writing here. Probably cause I am having the time of my life and 3 in the morning is the only single moment left free to realize it! Just wanted to write it down somewhere so that I don't forget it. I mean the feeling. The moment when you realize that so much is possible and that happiness is not so hard to achieve. The moment when you are happy! The moment when even the small daily quarrels don't matter and they usually do to me!

You spin my head right round, right round...

that's all
bisous


p.s. oh, and try listening to Radiohead - 15 step and Moby - Find my baby

ok, really?!! I mean seriously?!! Why?!! If I fix this in the next 3 weeks I will explain!

1) Full name?
Mina (wish I could change it...)

2) Male/Female?
Female

3) Were you named after anyone?
Yes

4) Does your name mean anything?
A verb-to pass, to go/walk, noun-mine, phrase-it's over (see why I hate my name! so many meanings!)

5) Nickname(s)?
Minets and ... one sweet little cute thing used to call me Mia...

6) What do you think you look like?
Like the person I want to be, but I probably don't...

7) Date of birth?
May 19

8) Place of birth and current location?
Sofia, Bulgaria

9) Nationality?
Bulgarian

10) Astrology sign?
Taurus

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Dragon

12) Religion?
Kind of weird - I believe in myself!

13) What's your favorite smell?
The seaside, cinnamon, chocolate, coffee and the perfumes of the people I love

14) Political Position?
Strictly my own, 'cause there are too many hairdressers and taxidrivers who "know" what is wrong with every country!

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Nothing... I skip mornings

16) Hair + eye color?
Fake blond and brown with elements of olive green (shitty color as I usually say ))

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
oh once some friend told me I looked like one pop folk star... I think that one must have been an insult...

18) What do you look like?
Like me!

19) Any unusual talents?
finding any possible song or video on the net!

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
If I like a person gender doesn't matter

22) What do you do for a living?
Breathe!

23) What do you do for fun?
Shop, laugh with friends, watch serials, dedicate to the greatest thing - MUSIC!

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
brushes, computer, my phone

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
a professional camera

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Yes

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
No time to think for men, plus there aren't any around here! too gay for my taste!

28) Crush?
If the hot girl from the aerobic counts...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
mm let me start the list - Wentworth Miller, Johnny Depp, Hugh Laure, Patrick Dempsey, Orlando Bloom, Hugh Jackman, Shayne Ward, Justin Timberlake... should I go on?

30) Current worries?
Academics and Christmas - I hate them both!

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
My sweet Ralch, Elichka, Svet, Janietka, Ralito

32) Favorite place to be?
The seaside!

33) Least favorite place to be?
A place that I feel I don't belong to

34) Do you burn or tan?
First I burn then I tan... I'm like a Christmas roast piglet!

35) Ever break a bone?
yes, my little left finger

36) What is your favorite cereal?
I don't really like them, probably Nestle Fitness natural

37) Person you cry with?
Really cool to say "I don't cry", but I do... sadly but I admit! I cry alone

38) Any sisters?
Polly - a pain in the ass!

39) Any brothers?
no and I'm still mad for that at my parents

40) Any pets?
Only a boring sister and a fluff pet

41) An illness
can't count them! I'm so sickly - but hey - what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger!

42) A pager?
No

43) A personal phone line?
If I count the second one at home for mine...

44) A cell phone?
Yep, and I love him! My little Eric boy!

45) A visible birthmark?
Only my native stupidity!

46) A pool or hot tub?
A pool

47) A car?
A necessity when you live 3 hours away from everything!

48) Personality?
Yes, I have one, thanks for asking!

49) Driving?
only crazy!

50) Your clothing style?
My own - wish I could wear everything I like!

51) Room?
With a Friends poster on its door

52) What’s missing?
the best part of me - Ralch!

53) School?
Glad that part of my live is over!

54) Bed?
I love it! Sleeping - even more!

55) Relationship with your parent(s)
no comment!

56) Do you believe in yourself?
Always!!!!!

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
no, only in horny and drunk people! D muahhhaaahahaha!

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
yes

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I don't like public sharing!

60) Get along with your parents?
no, not really, we fight all the time!

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
no, why would I?

62) Pray?
when something seems impossible to come true at the beginning - yes! then I realize I have only me and my lazy ass!

63) Believe in reincarnation?
yes

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
sometimes even three times - I hate to feel something on my teeth!

65) Like to talk on the phone?
Lovin it!

67) Like to exercise?
Every second that I have the time to do so!

68) Like to watch sports?
Sometimes

69) Sing in the car?
A lot! and I don't care that it's false!

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
again-sharing is personal!

71) Dream in color?
always!

72) Do you have nightmares?
mostly when I'm sick or stressed out!

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
Yes, a pink bear, named Raly

74) What's right next to you?
my bed!

75) What's on your favorite mug?
I don't have a mug... how sad it is, people?! ))

76) What's on your mouse pad?
2 ugly old skiing guys

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
watermelon and apple

78) Your brand of deodorant?
none, I change them all the time!

79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Somewhere hot and exotic

81) What's hiding in your closet?
piles of clothes ... and a monster! )))

82) Under your bed
another monster ( I'm breeding them)!

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
Raly... hate that I love you so... !

84) Your bad time of the day?
early mornings! just hate them!!

85) Your worst fear(s)
dying...

86) What's the weather like?
cold and it's starting to rain... again!!! grrr

87) Your favorite time of year?
Summer

88) Your favorite holiday?
My friends' birthdays

89) A material weakness?
yes... I'm greedy

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
whatever they are I don't find them weird

91) At the top of your "to do list"?
figure out what integrals are and how to do math stuff with them!

92) The hardest thing about growing up?
Pain! after all it is what forces us to grow!

93) A pet peeve?
All kind of diets and girls talking about "what I don't like in myself"! Gosh, girls, concentrate on the positive aspects of your bodies and personalities!

94) Your scariest moment?
Watching an extremely scary horror movie alone in the dark during a thunder storm! never do that!

95) Your attitude about love?
We have a deal - I don't mess with it and it doesn't mess with me around either!

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done?
I hate desperation - I find it pitiful! So I stay away from it. Funniest - forget the number of my own home phone and mistake the "push" and "pull" signs on a door... again! DD

97) The worst feeling in the world?
Being ignored, and loneliness!

98) The best feeling in the world?
Being loved and knowing that you matter!

99) Who sent this to you?
Svet and Roux

100) 5 people you tag.
I won't pass it on... I don't have anyone here to pass it one who hasn't answered it already! plus I don't know how!

I'm in such strange condition... like I don't even know how i feel! At one moment I'm frustrated, then a second later I only feel sadness just before the feeling starts to turn into some weird kind of joy...
I guess it can only be explained by the fact that the best part of me is about 7000km away from here... and I miss her terribly! But love needs sacrifices and if she needs to be there then I need her to be there!
Honey, if you're reading this, I want you to know that I always try to remember what you once told me behind the school fence... that "everything is possible!" and if I want it, if I really really want it, I can even be a ballerina! "Who cares how old you are! It's never to late to make a dream come true!"